Loneliness

To live in loneliness doesn't mean to feel lonely. It feels amazing, free, in peace, caring about your self. In a big open mind to just sit, look around and listen to every little detail. Loneliness is part of finding your self, seeing who you are and how to make your self an even better person. It was June 1st I decided to delete social media. Why? I didn't find it necessary. It was stressful to receive unwanted notifications of this person posted on timeline oh this person commented on that post or today's is blah blah birthday. Or you know who is going live. Honestly, I have too much going on in my own life to care about anyone else's. I have my little ones to give all my attention to rather than a 5 by 2 screen. My kids need way more attention. Social media in today's society has created numerous of issues without people realizing for the simple fact that it's a big addiction and distraction to problems. But I decided to delete and fix my own problems instead of ignoring them. To focus on my mental health, emotional health and so on.. Loneliness is a beautiful thing to spend time within your self and love your self for who you are. No matter what life throws at me I will continue being a nice person, I won't be bitter. To continue having a great sense of humor. To listen to music I like. To watch funny entertaing shows and movies. At the end of the day to be happy doing what I like without having to worry about anything but my self. Because if I'm happy withing my self, my great personality will shine and the ones around me will reflect as a happiness because I'm happy. I simply don't have time for negative people, comments, ignorance, that's not my style. It's really hard to vibe with someone in my understanding because I can see my self as a mature old lady. To be honest I can get along with elderly people mainly because they have been through so much that they are the most humble understanding people and guess what. That is me... 

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