Every Six Months Something Happens
It's crazy to say but it seems like every 6 months I have something to just type invite and just get things off my chest off my head is just going in circles in my head like I have to get it out somehow even though I do have communication with people about my life and being socialized about it sometimes that just isn't enough so I have to sit down and rationalize what has happened between these 6 months that have made me become too who I am as a person today. I think about the time that I last wrote on here and about 6 months ago I was happy and jolly outgoing I had overcome a lot of my past trauma. No I did allow something to happen and interrupt my peace which I thought it would be a life-changing in some type of way because I've always been such a naive person. Some people may think of a naive person like oh she's just dumb she doesn't realize she's stupid. The thing is that another way of saying it could be humble. I'm not the type of person who will think I am bigger than anyone else I do have love for myself and for others and I believe that others can become a such grateful successful person in life and to set my boundaries down thinking that we could both go up the ladder that was a huge mistake. It is not right to lower your standards to cut off your boundaries always know that you can do better go for better and do better. I may sound like a broken record always in my head thinking of what could have been but to be honest it's a thing of moving on forward and not looking back into it and actually becoming a wise person to not go through it over and over again because enough is enough and mentally your brain is only allowed to handle so much in a daily basis. To have a great humor a great self-esteem you have to always consider in thinking about yourself and not others you have to focus on things that make you happy. Think about what could you be in 6 months from now if you keep pushing forward and do not allow yourself to settle for less. You are a dying piece you are a diamond you should always shine bright like a diamond you're a queen you're a blessing and you will shine and rise above All.