Luz Barosio's Thoughts

It's crazy to say but it seems like every 6 months I have something to just type invite and just get things off my chest off my head is just going in circles in my head like I have to get it out somehow even though I do have communication with people about my life and being socialized about it sometimes that just isn't enough so I have to sit down and rationalize what has happened between these 6 months that have made me become too who I am as a person today. I think about the time that I last wrote on here and about 6 months ago I was happy and jolly outgoing I had overcome a lot of my past trauma. No I did allow something to happen and interrupt my peace which I thought it would be a life-changing in some type of way because I've always been such a naive person. Some people may think of a naive person like oh she's just dumb she doesn't realize she's stupid. The thing is that another way of saying it could be humble. I'm not the type of person who will thi...

Do you ever feel like a lot of things running through your head all at once. Voices in your head saying one thing but you know you gotta do another thing. Feeling stressed, over whelmed, will I be doing the right choices. Background noise too loud, can't even concentrate on a decision. That's when anger and furious personality comes out of you to start to yell because you feel like no one can understand what you're feeling. At a moment of silence. Bell ring hits you. Like that's the right choice. Should have done long time ago. So much going on around you, unable to concentrate on the right choices. Now I'm not blaming anyone else, but my self. We all have choices to make in life. Need to think very wisely because it will not only affect your future. But also the ones around you. This life you gotta live it in making your own choices for your own success. Because no one can understand the kingdom you are trying to build if you don't start and act up on it. To st...

It was one Friday night, my son was having a high fever, head ache, stomachache, feeling dizzy, his under eyes were red purple swollen. I got the Cherry flavor Tylenol and Lime green Gatorade from the kitchen. Here baby drink this and go lay down on your bed. At this moment, I'm concerned if it's going to go away by tomorrow morning. Saturday as he wakes up, he's feeling a little better. I grab the rapid test from the hallway closet, turns out he was positive. Unbelievable, already exposed everyone at home. We still put on a mask, but on the following 2days my daughter starts having a stomachache, same remedy helped her. 2days later I start feeling it and 2 days after my youngest. A full home of positive covid. We all get tested on Tuesday to get results on Thursday that we are all positive. I thank God that we didn't have severe symptoms. Breathing problems, chest pain, cough or vomiting would had been the worst. Definitely we all had a huge appetite even though we had...

 Rainy days can be so upsetting. The view of dark clouds in the sky. Gray vision without the sunshine. Hoping the sun will come out and let it be a bright sunny day. A day without sun shine can absolutely be a day of happiness. To be stuck in traffic due to heavy rain and drivers unaware of how to drive in the rain. Be happy and thankful you are still alive to see a day of rain. Unable to go out. Stay in for a movie time. Hot chocolate some coffee or maybe just a little bit of champurrado. A day of sunshine may seem like it's going to be a wonderful day but the car didn't stop at it's 4 way stop and now someone is at the hospital in a bright sunny day. The fog didn't allow the driver to see the oncoming car making a turn. The driver was speeding at a bad weather day. To drive 5 miles lower than speed limit; is the right thing to do. To stay 1 car length away at 10mph. 2car length away at 20mph 3car length at 30mph..and so on...so much common sense but everyone is in a h...

To live in loneliness doesn't mean to feel lonely. It feels amazing, free, in peace, caring about your self. In a big open mind to just sit, look around and listen to every little detail. Loneliness is part of finding your self, seeing who you are and how to make your self an even better person. It was June 1st I decided to delete social media. Why? I didn't find it necessary. It was stressful to receive unwanted notifications of this person posted on timeline oh this person commented on that post or today's is blah blah birthday. Or you know who is going live. Honestly, I have too much going on in my own life to care about anyone else's. I have my little ones to give all my attention to rather than a 5 by 2 screen. My kids need way more attention. Social media in today's society has created numerous of issues without people realizing for the simple fact that it's a big addiction and distraction to problems. But I decided to delete and fix my own problems instea...

When you see an advertisement that catches your attention. You really wonder does it really work? Should I purchase? Let me see the product reviews. Are these reviews fake? Do people actually enjoy this product. Is it really worth the money I am about to spend? In reality you will never know unless you actually do it and experience the product. Yeah, they say 30-90 day money back guaranteed if not satisfied. But do you really want to go through the hassle of returning an item. Let me tell you I purchased Lux Skin products. I got the confirmation that it was purchased. Three weeks passed by. I had no update of how to track my shipment. There I am on Lux Skin website contacting through email with anger inside of me. Why is it that I have not received any tracking number for my order? A couple days later I get an apology, and a message informing they will look into it. So another week passes by. I'm refreshing my emails hoping that I will see an update. There was nothing so I email th...